Sometimes I feel like I'm standing still, while the world goes on around me. The Earth continues to spin on its axis and all around me people are having full lives, finding their dream jobs, their soulmates, their very purpose in life.

That whisper in the back of my mind has turned into a shout but still I silence it with doubt and fear.

Why?

Just when I think that I have my finger on the pulse of my own happiness, it stops beating.

Then I hear that Zen voice. "The answers you seek are inside. They have been there from the very beginning."

Yes, it's time to start meditating again.